lately i have been realy down and depressed and i couldn't tell you any one reason i have been feeling this way but i just dont feel like myself. i cry for no reason and get upset over little things. im just so tired of being pregnant. my hips hurt and i can't find a good position to sleep. i feel like no one realy cares about me. i miss my husband and want to spend more time with him but he just doesnt seem to be there when i need him. i feel like im the last thing on his list of the many things he has to take care of and that not his falt his plate has bee over flowing with inportant things he has to take care of like school, work, kids, the car, his band, extended family, unemployment, ect.... i dont know i just want to be selfish and i want to keep he all to my self. i just feel like i cant express what im feeling and if i try it comes out wrong and matt fills gilty about thing he shouldn't. i just feel he has no time for me but the time goes so slow for me i still have 10 weeks left and if she is anything like her brother you can tac on 2 more weeks just for fun.
Kira, hang in there, I know it's been a few weeks since you wrote this but I hope you are feeling better!!
ReplyDeleteI love you and wish we cold come see you! good luck getting thru thext few weeks, I hope it goes fast!